Tuesday, August 31
Be urself dAy`
t0day m0rnin met mx at mrt go ta sch0ol t0gether. we brought al0ng tidbits we b0ught ytd. xd in sch we were all signin the teachers' day cards. After flag raising, we were supp0sed to go to the field to do boxercise =/ but we went baCkk t0 clAss instead =d Mr 0ng c0me catch ppl upstairs den we run to the field. b0xercise is b0ring` c0z we haf d0ne it for a few weeks already. Anyway, wanj0o was wearing mini skirt n l0oked so cute xD chasing and playin ard lyk small kids in the field =/ be urself dae what...can do everything we wanna =P After dat, was "class party" and we thought that the food would be finished in n0 time! but actualliEe, it was the drinks which were finished first. 0oh and the sch0ol gave us free ice cream`! c0rnetto`!! dunn0e when the scho0l became so rich. haha. At that time the teachers were parading with their costumes from different countries, and they had escorts, some who were very "buay hiao bai" like A.A. =/ After dat we went to gave the cards 0ut xD Miss so0 was there saying "d0nt circulate the 'photo' plz"the one we to0k when she was dunked 0n Silver Jubilee Day =p bad 0f us eHh. After the wh0le celebrati0n, we went t0 Jubilee to take neoprints, but after we realised dat there were 0nly 2 machines, we decided to go to j8 insteadd` walked ard j8, wif s0me of dem l0okin at earrings and such. but my eyes caught h0ld of dis slingbag i liked`! c0ol. c0lour so nice xD i decided i g0nna buy it durin the sept sch h0ls! i can't wait =/ can't believe my mum all0wed. 0oh and Jes and i were searching for a perfect necklace wif a black chain xD but can't find any yet. Later on dey wanted to go back to their ex-schs. i didnt go wif them but went baCkk h0me bec0z my leg hurt. =( reached h0me, realised my mummiEe was makin pineapple tarts ^^ helped her, and n0w they're still baking. 0oh i just realised i f0rg0t to take my lunch`! nvm, wait f0r the tarts =d tired, feel lyk slpin` hAppiEe at the m0ment, but feel bAd f0r not g0inn back to SPS. =x my leg's fault. 0h well.
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☆ plentiful tday - 3:19 pm
☆ plentiful tday - 3:19 pm
Monday, August 30
d0tz
huH? what the heck is wrong with my voice? i'm practically shouting in class today, but why does everybody say i'm speaking too softly today?!? science lesson i tried so hard to concentrate and answer the questions, but why Mrs Veda nv hear me?!? that YingHui speak so normally yet teacher heard him! wth..i dont find anything wrong with my voice okay`!! whatever. And YH stead wth (AhEms). dunno whether true or not =/ but she totally suks lyk hell =x i know i'm mean, but then, to me she's a bytch`! flirter`suCk** oopx..sorry for that. oh i just can't believe it. i'll try not to talk to him =/ cos i dislike her. btw i thought this week would be the worst week of my life. with so much stuff going on..but den again, today was quite a boring day. BUT right now at this moment, this min, this second. i'm half laughin and crying wif happiness xD w0oho0`! i'm goin crazy. loLx. wh0 cares anyway. xD =) =D tomorr0w`itz be urself day. can't wait =d spray hair g0lden^^. bleah..just 1 last thing. i hope my stomachaches stop coming =( h0pe. pray. wish xD it w0rks fine for me. gAmbAtte`!! self-actualisation. great. my life is finally l0oking up. xd
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☆ plentiful tday - 10:42 pm
☆ plentiful tday - 10:42 pm
nth much happened today. boredom. self-actualization (Princess Diaries) =/ i need it so. 0h whatever. listening to songs all day, and havent touched a single bit of my homework. how can i concentrate when so many things are going on eh? 0h whatever. i'm just full of crap. anyway, i had this bad stomachache this week, which got quite unbearable today. 0ucHh`! i cant think of food =( or else my stomach would start hurting again. oh i dont know why. it just keeps coming and going. whats wrong with me anyway? 2day in church i just sang my heart out. =d i just cried out. sorta anyway. Lord i love u so, the comfort u give in my solace. Trusting in you, praying for ***. And i am believing that time heals all pain. just hope it truly works. wishing to sleep well every night =) And i might actually be able to =D go0dnight`
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:37 am
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:37 am
Sunday, August 29
daddie`
*muAckx* i luv my dAddiEe. He t0tally rawks. t0day is his b'dAe`!(or shud i sae ytd cos its over 12 ler).ytd mum made cheesecAke xD l0oked so delicious. t0day finally got ta try it ^^ anyways, dunno why he fr0m mornin till aftern0on also blAckk face 1. but luckily my fAvv liL bro go cheer him up. 4 yr 0ld`r such cUties. ooh and i also baked muffins t0day. tryin out fer Home Econs. Ma MummiEe help me, but she overmix =/ den the muffins turn out to be purple, cos of the blueberries =d bUt lUcky still taste niCee`! s0 happy. delicious` c0uld eat cheesecake and muffins fer dad's b'dae. w0oho0` but to0 bad 2day cann0rt go fer npcc. dUh`mum dun allow. to0 bad cant get de extra bAdge. w0uld lyk it so. =( bUt overall 2day still quite happy. =DD
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:08 am
☆ plentiful tday - 12:08 am
Thursday, August 26
headache`
i'm havin a headache just as i am posting now. feeling so drained out. today morning took taxi to sch becoz wif mx coz we were almost late. thats why today no $$ ler. but still ate mcchicken EVM for lunch today. =x Anyway, MX came to my house to do geog project till 6.30. after dat i went to do Home econs. Who cares now. Luckily for me, although i only barely scraped through my math, i'm still happy i passed =/ was expecting to fail. tomorrow haf to complete lit. And there's still the english RICH task to do. crap` oh i just feel so fustrated, but i don't know why. why??
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:01 am
☆ plentiful tday - 12:01 am
Tuesday, August 24
confused`
d0nt kn0w larhs. so long haven't blog. so many problems on my mind, so many tasks not completed. Telephone ringing the whole day long, as my bro just made a friend who sucks so much. He calls everyday, making me feel so irritated and pissed off. Such a nuisance. My handphone is also ringing and ringing non-stop. Tons of homework piled up on my desk, numerous things not started. Yet all i'm doing is sitting down here and chattin to peeps as though i'm super relaxedd. i don't know anymore. i'm feeling so helpless down here, worried bout my studies but not knowing how to help myself`! ughx. tis jus suck` couldn't believe it when mummy told me nx year school's gonna be only 5 days a weekk. rawkx` i already cant wait for next year to start. Yet, i'm afraid of the future. s0metimes i feel dat i don't want to grow up. Like the literature test i had today, main theme being "the wheel turns: it never stops and stands still" referring to changes around, which never stop changing. Everything is changing, and time doesn't stop for any of us. The problem is that i don't think i'm moving along smoothly. i'm stuckk` struggling. Nobody has any idea of what the future is like. All we can do is go on with life. Who knows what will happen tomorrow, at the next hour, or even next second? Even my moods change drastically. Unsure of what tomorrow brings, i'm so very frightened. Although numerous friendship chain letters i receive everyday, who knows if they the friends might not even be there for you the next day? Diseases are on the rise, and particularly the food we've consumed since Adam and Eve now have been discovered to have all sorts of bacterium, toxic chemicals or so on, making us unsure of what food there might be left the next day. Who knows how we would die? We might even starve to death. As for natural disasters, they are happening more frequently. Singapore is really so damned small, so vulnerable. With war and destruction going on in other countries, the world is such an unsafe place to live in. u might think i'm nonsensical, thinking of all these useless crap. i just feel unsecure. thts all =/where's my patience gone? this modern world, it just might be killing me. t0tally exhausted. [(pondering over stuff again]]*
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:15 am
☆ plentiful tday - 12:15 am
Monday, August 16
lalalas`
lalalas`. postin about the same thing i postedd in insanicz blog xD today was boring. math lesson almost fell aslp =/ and my eyes got sore from rubbinn too much =Z `anyway, today jestina had stomach ache. den she shou bu liao ler, went to sickk bay t0 restt. 2dae we discussed bouts` wat we were g0nna wear durinn the sch ch0ir perf0rmance at ACS(barker road). dunn0e lehhs, dey all wanna wear skirt, den oki l0rx. den we decided t0 buy hair spray, and go to zhang ying's house to prepare ^^ we're g0nna put nail varnish t0o b4 we g0. xD jus wish dat day alL 0f us dunch haf trainin in de m0rninn, or else sure veri tired de l0rhs. eh den 2dae after sch Mingxuan and i g0 ta Jes h0use coz she st0mach ache marhs, s0 pei ta go h0me. den the others, shermaine, zy and cara went to amk central to buy hair spray and my nail varnish =d so we go Jestina's h0use, den ate some small snackk f0r lunchh(dunno is biscuit or wad larhs). after dats we went to watch wan quan yu le ^^ we also went to switch on her comp and listen to the music. hehs` den her c0mp so muchh rubbish sias!`make da comp lag so much! so me and MingXuan hand itchy, help her remove alot of games. keke. ehs` den after dat MX went to play little fighter 2. =/ me at h0me plae sian lerhs. after she plae finishh den we went home lors. munching on somem0re biscuits xD now very sians, t0m0rrow we might be going orchard to walk, i think. dunnoe wan go or norts lehs, cos wed haf chi exam =X maybiee i going larh...not sure yet, tom0lo den decide bahhs. Yh gimme the webby for a spyware and adware remover t0day, den went to d/l. not bad ehs` finish deletinn den my com never lag so muchhs. happyy. xD
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:28 pm
☆ plentiful tday - 11:28 pm
Sunday, August 15
change template
changed template xD uh0hs, mum scoldin me for slpin so late again. uh. i better go to sleep. gonna work on the tagboardd tomorrow =/ dis tagboard destroyed by some idiotic freak lers. must change! *yawn* of to slp now ^^
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☆ plentiful tday - 2:58 am
☆ plentiful tday - 2:58 am
Tuesday, August 10
ermx?
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
d0nt think its true...but oh well =/
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☆ plentiful tday - 5:58 pm
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side.
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☆ plentiful tday - 5:51 pm
Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!
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☆ plentiful tday - 5:45 pm
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
d0nt think its true...but oh well =/
☆ plentiful tday - 5:58 pm
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side.
☆ plentiful tday - 5:51 pm
Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!
☆ plentiful tday - 5:45 pm
Saturday, August 7
_ndp.
ytd after i reached home at 8+, damn tired. rest awhile also kena scolded by parents. dey say when u wanna slp off the com, but i only wanted to rest for 15min. Dey expect me to switch on and off the computer? wtf. Quarrelled wif them 4 awhile, and i couldn't take it anymore so i slam the door and heck care them =X dey tell me better go to slp or else. i pretended i din hear =Z stayed up till 2.`dUh. anyway at night becoz of the training my leg kena cramp alot of times. canot slp well lorx. Today mum call me up at 10. i read my storybook, after awhile i fall asleep again =X so in de end i slept till 1.30. xD After lunch, prepare 4 ndp parade. Go sch wif MingXuan, den abit late, so run lorz. Ndp parade was odd. There was once when nobody heard the commandant, but see ncc land sedia liao den 1 by 1 follow. dat was even worse den normal rehearsals. *ugh` but anyway ndp is finally over. can rest le. `phew. i survived! later on we went Mac to eat, den headed back home. not really dat tired but scared of leg cramps =x oh anyway, so glad dat tomolo there' s no trainin. 0h btw i d0wnl0aded many songs 2day. all superb. ^^ Westlife rawkx.
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☆ plentiful tday - 1:15 am
☆ plentiful tday - 1:15 am
Wednesday, August 4
s0bx
what is there m0re to say. ppl hate me, hate my blog. why should i continue posting. My life is in turmoil. everything is my fault. every wrong is created by me. maybe when i grow up i can go be maid. get ordered by ppl ard the whole day yea? ytd slp at 4. so tired. ndp training tire us all out. these 2 days my backbone hurts. dunno fer wad reas0n also. my sports shoes also spoil. have to wear another pair which is so uncomfortable, tight and ugly. `suKx. today got back science test. my marks are like shit. and furthermore theres 1 idiotic question where i think i deserve the mark,and its not only me who is innocent and answered that question dat way. some others also did dat. so innocent, but teacher also don give us the mark. tryin so hard to pull up my marks, but whats the use? still a B3. i really feel like giving up. cant even hit the clz average. wtf is this. im damn stupid. still have so much homewk havent do. my brain stuck already. dun even know how to do. toady supposed to haf npcc trainin. but dunno why supposed to start at 3. in the end the ma'am very late still nv come, we all pon trainin lor. in the end all the sirs also go off, den training canceled. make me wait so long fer nth. `waste of time. anyway i trying to save up $$, but how to save??? spend on exam pads, graph paper, pens, rulers, all dat stuff. im broke! haix den from 9-11 i was trying to slp, but so many friends keep calling every 5-10 min. in the end cannot slp at all. now so tired, fustrated, and havent touched a single piece of homework. `damn depressed. btw guy that scolded me, u happy right? freak me out. n0w i really w0nder why was i ever b0rn. even my br0 is ordering me ard, shout shout shout as if im his maid. wad crap is dis? my world is gonna collapse in no time. `i sUk.
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:25 am
☆ plentiful tday - 12:25 am